Terrorsteel, 41

Maybe a Dominatrix could motivate me I've always had extra weight on my stomach. As much as I would like washboard abs, I don't think that's going to happen. But when I first started working, I was thinner. I was enthusiastic about my job and worked hard, would watch Dragon Ball Z marathons on my off-days and work out my arms and legs with free weights. Yelling out the special attacks and other screaming in tandem with the show. I could feel the power coursing through my veins. I was not super strong, but was agile and moved with grace. But I've lost a lot of motivation since. I've come to realized how abusive my job can be. I've already watched all my DBZ episodes. Frankly, I'm in a bit of a depressive spot. I want to get healthier for myself, but also for whomever I find as my true love. Being attractive to your partner is important, but it would be sexist to only think women need to work on that. If I want a trophy wife, I need a be a trophy husband. I want my lover to talk to her friends about how lucky she is to have a fine piece of steak like me. Humans are more than pieces of meat, but we ARE meat, and it should be well prepared. But to really have the motivation to become better, I need something and/or someone that grabs my attention. I'm a thinking man, and if my brain is doing nothing while my body simply is straining against reality; I am neither mentally engaged nor able to ignore my pains. I'm looking for someone with equal levels of physical power and mental capacity. Someone I can worship as a goddess that I may feed off her aura of strength, and serve her in her own life's endeavors. Maybe I'm not looking for a life-partner here, maybe what I need is a workout lady-buddy I can chase as goddess-prey and indulge some of my servient nature as well. Maybe we'll fall in love on our journey for self-empowerment, or maybe just have some minor friends-with-benefits while we search for our true loves elsewhere. I don't know, I just am putting myself out there as honestly as I can.